Yet Another Boring Day Today Zzz

Insecurity Is Found Within Each Of Us..
Created By Doubts, Disbelieve And Lack Of Trust
And Leads To Misunderstanding, Breaking Up, Weakening Of Relationship, And There Goes Our Mutual Trust..
When You Realise That Once Before You Had It All.. And When It Started Going Missing.. 
It Feels Different.. You'll Feel Something Is Not Right..
Soon After A Want Becomes A Need.. 
It Became A Part Of Your Daily Routine..
A Habit.. An Addiction.. Which You Just Can't Get Rid Off
Soon You Realise You Actually Enjoyed That..
Getting That Attention, Care, Love And Much More..
You Handled It The Wrong Way.. Taking Too Much Advantages..
You Took Me For Granted.. And Maybe That is When It All Started..
And Of Course, How It Ended.. Yes, Sure.. It's Always You Blaming Yourself..
But Do You Even Know.. It's More Insulting?
The Way It Sounds.. It's Me Being The Bad Guy.. While You Acting As The Victim..

Do You Know What You Really Want?
Is It Me ? Or Just The Actions And Things I've Done For You..
Maybe You Think You're Sincere, Your Thoughts Are Good Enough
It's Not Just About What You Speak Or Write To Me
But What You Do..
I've Given Enough Trust In Your Words.. And Enough Time.. But.......
Now I Need Actions
Your Words Doesn't Match With The Actions..
It Isn't Going To Stay Forever.. You Fight For What You Want..
Don't Wait Till It Slip Away.. 
The Love That Can Never Be Found.. 

I Do Miss You, And I Know For Sure You Would Miss Me Somehow.. 
I Don't Know What Will Be Your Next Step..
But I'm Starting A New Beginning..
Somehow,Someone Who Hopefully Appreciates Me Better..

I Don't Love You Anymore, I Don't.. 
I Really Don't..
 

I Guess This Is It.. Seems You Have No More Other Intentions..